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Yes, Ha is all that comes to my mind as I reflect upon what ever you want to call my hiatus from you and from this forum -- its been 2 months since I last chatted with you all... I have a sea of thoughts going through my mind right now that are racing... (those thoughts are negative, positive, deragotory, questioning of self, happy, joyous, why can't I get it all together, this attempting to be successful thing is not easy, ultimately I will get it together and I will be successful not because of plush but because of GOD and that is the final answer!) though I have been doing much... I have not been inspired to write in this forum, I thank u both W and S for your quite different approaches of attempting to encourage me to go to the blog and write -- W with your sarcastic approach which took a turn to seriousness today (Thanks) -- and S with your approach of just not going there (LOL, LMAO) with me since u said I cussed you out about me not writing on the blog without using one cuss word -- "that comment is priceless my friend" (Thanks)



well any way I am reminded today that I am going to jump back in... and share with you all... this go round I will display something to you all that I have learned that is going to lead to your success and mine... the more We/I kan just do it without making it so ceremonial the better for me/us...



I just finished up an interior design project that was very much so non-ceremonial and I had a blast doing it... the outcome was and is beautiful my friends... this is another testament of how often God deals with us by allowing us to do something and on the back end when we reflect; we see that it was Him all along -- go figure, being taught a lesson by doing -- sounds like hands on to me my friends, experience is indeed a teacher right, and who can teach us better than God? Let me close this one for those that may not know -- NO ONE!!!!



So on this reality is reality journey today -- my encouragement is for all to be reminded and reflect on what is happening in your life today and right now -- and you might just hear from God... that person that has been saying that you are waiting to hear from God, switch the perspective and make it simply "God has been waiting for me to listen" so come join me today my friends I know that I have my eyes and ears wide open -- I am Wide - AWAKE -- in the infamous words of Paul Valery "The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up" -- Lord Jesus what a quote, what a quote, what a quote -- Are we all awake today? Are we all listening to God -- He is saying alot...



Just to be clear this new approach of reality is reality is NOT in anyway shape form or fashion pulling away from CID-DOA (Consistent Intentional Deliberate -- Discipline Obedience & Accountability) nor will this new approach impact our IRA (Integrity, Responsibility, Accountability) thanks F -- we are simply moving away from being ceremonial -- nothing more, nothing less -- WOW this is really therapeutic -- I encourage all of u to start your own blogs -- including you W and you S -- I hope to see them tomorrow...